I'M THE NEW CANCER--NEVER LOOKED BETTER!!!

Sometimes it's hard to be a peacemaker. But I'm still trying!! Thanks for everyone's help by the way! And thanks for allowing me that little bit last night to be a not peacemaker and vent a little bit. Yeah, sorry I was kind of raunchy (how the heck do you even spell that word??), but thanks anyway.

Christian has called me twice now, and I could be in heaven. Except I feel like an idiot when I talk to him, because I get all tongue-tied and think I have to be cool and all except I don't, I just have to be myself. Except it really has been a long time since I have actually talked to him last, because email doesn't count in way of one-on-one conversation. But can I tell you how utterly excited I am for August to come, although I still want this summer to last? Mabye 9c could make one of those chains like Whitney's, except Whitney's was so much better and SPARKLEY, and mine would be way too long because that's 2 months, not one. But Caleb's back now, so we can all party like a rock star boom tikki! I hope Christian doesn't think I'm an idiot...

That's another thing that I have to work on now, beside's just being a peacemaker. I now have to not only be nice to others, but I really need to be nice to myself. Sometime's I am just too hard on myself. Peacemaker to myself! Peacemaker to myself! Yes! Now all I need to do is just get writing in my darn journal haha because Sis. Whaley gave us these cute journals and I cannot, I will not, let it go to waste. Wow, this is kind of fun writing in my blog. I haven't done it for a while, and the last one doesn't count because I say so. Nature's Personality BOO YEAH yeah ok I don't know where that came from.

In closing (yeah, I said in closing), I really want those pictures from Missy and Whitney, I love all my friends, I'm sorry for ever being mean to you, I'm now a peacmaker so you don't have to worry about that, and I love my family even if it doesn't show. Because I really do.

Oh, and I'm gonna marry Christian when I'm all growed up enough to be marriable. Because I say so.

Signing off!