Standing as a Witness...Finally.

I don't know what to say. I don't want a boyfriend. And I just realized I have been wearing my CTR ring upside down. I don't want a boyfriend. This stuff is absolutely lame, and I'm not happy. Date around, just don't get involved and stuck with one person in high school. Don't limit yourself. Don't work over 20 hrs a week. If possible, try not to have a job except for summer. Don't limit yourself--highschool is a time to let go. Be happy. Enjoy life while you can. You're going to be working your whole entire life after highschool, so why work more than you need to now? You don't need all the money in the world, you just need your friends. That's friends with an s. A boyfriend limits these things. We've seen proof with some fellow associates. I want to flirt with any guy that I want without having to worry that I'm not being true to someone else. I want to talk to all my friends, and not worry that if I don't talk to him all the time, he won't ever like me. I want to relax and enjoy the moment. I don't need my mind filled up with things that'll limit me. I have the gospel. I have my standards, and I don't care what anyone says, I will stick with them, for myself, and for my friends, in terms of advice and helping them keep their own standards. No steady dating in highschool. I see it, and my hormones want it, but I don't. I want to keep the commandments, follow the For Strength of Youth Pamphlet. I know this church is true, and I will take it as it is. You don't need logical, scientific evidence for everything about the gospel. Some things are the way they are because that's the way God made them to be. So maybe someday science and the gospel will be on the same wavelength, but until then, I'm going with the gospel. Go ahead and read this, Paul Andrew Morrison. It might be for your own good. It's been fun, and I've definitely gained some important insights from it, but right now I need to focus more on my family, my friends, and my education. And most importantly, I need to focus on the gospel, because that's all my life is, and it's not going to change just for one stupid boy.